The "BUS" Some random guy told me, LOVE is like waiting for a bus. The one that arrives isn't what you expected. And when the one you expected arrives, there will be obstacles blocking the way to get on it. This happens all the time. Sometimes even when you catch the right one, it doesn't mean we'd always have a smooth ride. I used to feel reluctant to get on a bus. But I found out that, its not just the waiting. I learned that once the bus arrives, you have to decide if you get on it or just let it pass by. From now on I wont be afraid of it. And if the bus is going to run away from me, I'll run after it and never look back. :)
Lahat siguro ng tao may isang kanta na madedeskrayb ng buhay
nya. Mapa balad man ito, hiphop, rak en rawl or kahit ano pang genre ng kanta.
Likas kasi satin ang mahilig sa musika at kanta, lalong lalo na mga Pilipino.
Marami na din naisulat na kanta na patungkol sa kwento ng
buhay ng kompositor na sumulat nito. Karamihan sa mga ito ay may diwa ng saya
at lungkot. Lungkot na bunga ng pagkasawi sa pag-ibig o lungkot sa paglisan sa
mundo ng mga mahal sa buhay. Meron din naman masayang tema na naisulat. Sayang
dulot na mula sa minamahal, o sayang dulot ng biglang pagyaman. Ang punto dito,
itoy mga kanta patungkol sa damdamin at pang araw araw na suliranin ng mga tao.
Pero syempre may isang kanta talaga na magdedeskyrayb sa
atin. Yung tipong pag narinig mo ito, masasabi mo na lang.. "Uyy kanta ko
yan!!!" At mapapasayaw ka na lang or mapapakanta na parang engot.. Magmuka
ka man engot, ok lang kasi, ikaw yun kanta, at masasabi mong ito ang kanta, ang
kanta ng buhay mo.
Anong sawndtrak ng buhay ko?? "Hari ng sablay" ng
Sugarfree. Bakit ito? Tinatanong pa ba yan? Halos lahat kasi ng nangyari sa
buhay ko, puro sablay na lang. Lalo na sa usaping peg-ebeg, nauso pa yan
raaawwwwrrr... Kelan kaya dadating yung
taong magtatama ng mali, ng mali sa buhay ko.. Teka cut cut!!! popoy,statue?
Wahahaha
There are words that I have to say, but I couldn't say it. Its difficult. I’m not sure what point they serve, if any, except as a reminder that silence sometimes is the appropriate response, but I think not this time. They say actions speaks louder than voice. Yeah right, as if my actions where taken and noticed by it.
Lately you've been distant from me, and I know why(at least I have an idea). I cant blame you because the problem is me, all me! As much as I wanted it to remain how it was, I think its all up to you now. I will promise that whatever path you take, I'll support you. Even if it means that I will not be a part of it. I wanted for you to be happy, as I always say "just as long as you're happy, then I will be happy too!".
The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish your feelings.. words shrink things that seem timeless when they are in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out. - Stephen King
Hindi ka nga niya mahal e wag mo na pahirapan pa ang sarili mo, wag mo
na din ipagpilitan ang hindi pwede at ang alam mong imposible. Alam mo
naman siguro na sa simula palang e hindi na pwedeng maging kayo siguro
oo may pagaasa pero alam mo na ngayon yung sitwasyon alam ko na mahal mo
siya alam ko din na hindi ganun kadali na kalimutan yung pagmamahal mo
sa kanya lalo na kapag naging magkaibigan kayo ng ilang panahon pero
isipin mo din ang sarili mo at ang ikaliligaya mo. Kapag lalong kang
umasa at pinapatuloy mo ang alam mong hindi talaga pwede lalo mo lang
pinalulungkot at sinasaktan ang sarili mo! may choice ka naman e sadyang
hindi mo lang ginagawa alam mo na yung tama pero ginagawa mo parin ang
mali. Hindi mali ang umibig pero mali ang maging tanga lalo na sa taong
hindi ka kayang mahalin pabalik. Sino ba siya para saktan ka at iyak mo
ng ganun? sino ba siya para paglaan mo ng pagmamahal pero hindi naman
pinahahalagahan? Tandaan mo worth it ka! para sa taong worth it din para
sayo. Kaya please tigilan mo na magbago ka at mag move on ka maawa ka
sa sarili mo at sa puso mo na sobra ng nasasaktan pwede ka naman maging
masaya hindi nga lang sa kanya at alam ko may isang tao na mamahalin ka
at mamahalin mo din higit pa sa pagmamahal mo sa nakaraan mo...
EMOTIONAL
PAIN: Every one of us suffers from it. We
often ignore it because we get used to it. But if the pain is so severe and we don’t
know what to do, we tend to seek something to ease the pain. There are no known
medicines that can cure it. Others would resolve to alcohol to lessen the
anxiety they are feeling, and others on prohibited drugs. All we need is help,
from family or friends but all of this is unavailable or MIA then of you have
to do is sucked it up and hope that the pain goes away.
If
you are going through a difficult phase, and are unable to cope, it is time to
realign your thoughts. Dealing with pain is an important part of growing up. We
should become mature, wise, and more tolerant with the passage of time.
“Everyone
is down on pain, because they forget something important about it: Pain is for
the living. Only the dead don't feel it.
Pain is a part of life. Sometimes it's a big part, and sometimes it isn't, but
either way, it's a part of the big puzzle, the deep music, the great game. Pain
does two things: It teaches you, tells you that you're alive. Then it passes
away and leaves you changed. It leaves you wiser, sometimes. Sometimes it
leaves you stronger. Either way, pain leaves its mark, and everything important
that will ever happen to you in life is going to involve it in one degree or
another.” ―Jim Butcher
